DoN't MaKe Me FaLl FoR yOu

well i didn't do to much last night i kinda was bored i stayed on the phone and talked to randy for a lond time then i let him go beacaseu he was going to the fair wow everyone is going and i can't how gay is that thats ok becaseu i really don't really want to ....yeah right i really wanted to go but im going to stephs anyway uhh i have to call neal because were going to hag out with him yay i love him sooo much he is the sweetiest guy EVER i love that kid to death but anyway im really excited and im kinda pissed at the same time when you turn 16 its suppost to be the coolest thing and the biggest party ever and i can't do anything becaseu im grounded how ass sucky is that i hate that but anyway well i was talking to randy and he saw like mike and thats alexs friend uhh god i just want to forget about him but somehow i just can't let go i still like him....i think i really just want to forget it sucks i hate being like this i wish i would have never liked or went out with him corey is sooo funny

rememberednot: we need to hang out
XxLeannaMariexX: i know
rememberednot: right now, because right now, i am naked
XxLeannaMariexX: haha
rememberednot: i would say that its hot, but i'm not gonna lie

well i got a new journal becasue i wanted a new change in name haha well im going to stephs tommorw we might hang out with neal i dunno yet and i don't know what were going to do but anyway im sooo happy becasue we have only a few more days of school left and my birthday is in 5 days im going to be 16 im really really happy im really stressed to i have finals and i can't fail them becaseu i will fail 9th grade and im not going to be a 9th grader again i swear i won't but the summer is coming im really excited because i get to see kelly mckay and chels and all the ppl i really don't see or hang out when im in school and i can't wait till next sesson for gymnastic becasue i miss all those gurlies and we are defintly haning out over the summer well im going to go to bed haha at like 10:00 wow im coll i ijust don't have no life hah just kidding ohh aww it was soo cute my brothers gf came ovver aww they were holding hands and kissing it was the cutest thing EVER aww well good night sweet dream love ya all buh bye xoxox